What A Life!

7.24.2011

First Week of a Break Up

There's nothing worst then the first week of a break-up

First week of a break-up is like when the girl's boyfriend tell all his friends that she's not good at sex

It's embarrassing, humiliating

She keep telling herself she is okay

But it's a lie

First week of a break-up everything remind me of you

So I clean everything out of my room

Cleaning so that I may forget you

But I find things of yours that I couldn't when we was together

Your shirt, your favorite CD, the teddy bear you got me when we went to Lake Compounce

Reasons why I liked you

I thought I was cool

But I keep seeing you...around the corner, through the shop window I'm passing

It's driving me crazy

First week of a break-up is when I gain 20 pound because all I do is eat and cry over the memories we had

It's taking me twice as long to forget as it took me to know you

So now I'm sitting on my bedroom floor talking about 1 month down and 2 more years to go

This is for all the men that thought all women rebounce quickly and don't burn

As if when it comes down to heartbreak it is never our turn

Don't matter who is to blame

Because in the first week of a break-up

The loneliness is always the same

Why do I miss you ?
I was told it's because I still love you.
But is it really love when all I try to do is please you and not myself !?
I don't know
Maybe it was your smile
Or maybe the way you approached me
Or maybe the way you talked to me
Or maybe it was the way you listened to me when I was complaining
Or maybe was it your wise words that I usually avoid because you only spoke the truth
Or maybe was it the way you touched me
Or maybe was it because i really did love you
Love you with my heart, soul,and body
It's unfortunate that the friendship had to go down the drain along with the lost love
Now all that is left of you
Are words
Words that I unknowingly hang on to not wanting to let them go
Words that flew out smoothly full of wisdom
Why do I miss you?
I don't know.....